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DISCLAIMER: There is absolutely 0 tolerance of OOC racism, homophobia, xenophobia, antisemitism, transphobia, etc. on this blog. If there is public evidence that you are guilty of any of these things and have not made reparations, do not follow me. I’ll find the content and block you.That being said, I am not going to police for what your muse does or what you choose to write. I understand that some muses are canonically pieces of shit and sometimes people write heavy, questionable content. I'll just unfollow if I don't like it.DISCLAIMER 2. Yes, my OC Hinata Yuhi is based on Hinata Hyuuga from Naruto. Yes I do treat her as an original character. I don't even write her in her canon universe. I use an alternate faceclaim from a webtoon illustrated by Godago.

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Content warning: Self-harm, substance abuse, disordered eating

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Xavier's that guy who never grew out of his schoolboy sense of humor: Fart jokes are funny, he frequently quotes old Vines, and still fucks around with Blingee when making promotional content for himself. He enjoys acting like a dumbass.He enjoys acting like a dumbass but isn't actually a dumbass. Well, not all of the time, anyway. He's very passionate about music and is extremely dedicated when he starts a new project. Dedication is a blessing and a curse, as he is guilty of sidelining relationships and tending to basic needs because he tells himself he must finish what he is working on before he can eat, sleep, etc. He just has to.Xavier was diagnosed with obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) at age 11 and obsessive thinking is apparent in more than just his dedication to his music. It follows him into his social life, where obsessive thoughts interrupt his ability to eat well and enjoy a meal with others. Adding recovering from anorexia nervosa is just the icing on the cake.Xavier attempts to hide his suffering and recovery through making jokes, taking risks, and being easy-going. If he appears fine, dandy, and "down for whatever," then he is fine! That, and doing something reckless or silly offers a distraction from his unhealthy thinking habits.He's a lot of fun he's just going thru it.

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Content warning: Self-harm, substance abuse, disordered eating, dead naming, transphobia.I'm gonna be using Xav's DJ name 'Icarus' here in place of his deadname.

Biography

Our DJ Icarus was born as a fussy little girl named Genevieve Auclair in Montreal, Canada, on a crisp Halloween morning to Louis and Charlotte Auclair. Altogether they made a modest family, with Louis working as a physical therapist and Charlotte an occupational therapist at a local inpatient facility.Early on, our Icarus had no real concept of gender. As a young child, Icarus was given toys that were "gendered" for boys and girls: Icarus had a pretend kitchen set and baby dolls, but also toy trucks and a bubble-blowing lawnmower. They were allowed to learn piano, guitar, and drums and learn to skateboard. They could dress in jeans and t-shirts as they preferred. They didn't really identify as a boy or girl, though they were referred to as a girl. It didn't really matter to them, yet- All the boys and girls in their class all looked the same physically, anyway.It wasn't until Icarus and their female classmates were separated from the male classmates in grade 5 for education on puberty that Icarus began to realize that they did not feel like a girl. What do you mean that girls will bleed once a month? What do you mean that girls will develop breasts and wide hips? Follow what healthy and balanced diet so that everything develops "as it should"??In that moment, our DJ runs their hands down their front, taking comfort that no breast buds had formed. But then the word yet trickles in, and thus begins Icarus's obsessive, harmful thinking and restrictive eating. If I only eat a little, I won't grow breasts or big hips. I will stay as I am now.By grade 7, doctors are worried about Icarus being underweight but believe that they are just a "late bloomer" when it comes to puberty. To Icarus's delight, they have not developed breasts nor started menstruating. But to their displeasure, the boys in their class have changed: Broader shoulders, more muscle tone, some even had wisps of facial hair and deep voices. No breasts. Icarus finds themselves longing for that.. and hating themselves because now they looked different from everyone.First, Icarus told their parents that they were lesbian. They weren't trans; Just gay. That'd go down easier, right? Their parents were kind of accepting. Sort of. They thought it would be a "phase" Icarus would outgrow. Even so, they put Icarus in music lessons after school so that they didn't have time to "experiment" with girls. Icarus didn't mind at all; It took their mind off of how different and gross they felt. Music was a release. Music didn't discriminate.In their Freshman year of high school, Icarus is given their own laptop. How joyous it was to have free-reign over the internet. They download Logic onto their computer and begin creating music digitally. They discover tumblr dot com ( hell yea ) and find like-minded people. Online, they could fully be themselves. They could be the boy that they truly were on the internet. He could be the boy he truly was on the internet. It was freeing. He developed a close friendship with a girl in Japan named Hinata, and the two talked nearly everyday. They kept each other's secrets, shared their dreams, and supported each other. Hinata had a lot of obsessive thoughts, too, and struggled with body image. Talking to his best friend made each day a little easier. Thanks, internet.But there were elements of the internet that tightened the deadly grip anorexia had on him. Blogs with "tips" on how to stay thin, stop your period, and avoid further development. At age 16, Icarus is hospitalized after passing out in gym class. It is here that his secret of disordered eating is revealed. He tries to reveal his secret of being a boy, too, but his parents say it's just the "anorexia talking," and that once she finishes intensive inpatient treatment for disordered eating, she will feel normal again.Icarus is unable to finish high school due to frequent hospitalizations and inpatient treatments for his anorexia and obtains his GED at age 18. He didn't really care. Not going to school gave him more time to produce music. During this 2 year period (between ages 16-18), he and Hinata remained close, despite frequent silences between the two when Icarus was in therapy. Hinata's dream of becoming a Jpop idol was coming true, and the two would Skype call when one of Hinata's singles, an interview, or music video would drop. Hinata encourages Icarus to continue to pursue his dream of becoming a DJ and music producer. One day, they'll make a song together.He's gained a small following on the internet producing and mastering music. He makes a livable wage selling beats and mastering music online. At age 20, he moves out of his parents' house and into a small apartment. No longer having to rely on his parents, Icarus fully comes out as a trans man and informs his parents that he is now Xavier, not Genevieve. They're in denial, so he's cut them off for now.Xavier begins hormone therapy a few months after moving out of his parents' home, and gets multiple gender affirming surgeries over the next few years. He's made some friends in the local club scene and performs almost-nightly DJ sets at a popular nightclub in Montreal. He releases two EPs over the next 4 years and has visited his best friend, Hinata, a few times. Xavier's finally who he wants to be. Well, other than being a big-time musician. But that would happen soon enough.Xavier's in Japan at a party celebrating the success of Hinata's most recent album (under the name Kaguya Hime). She's in the middle of telling him that she's been given more liberties from her record label when she pops the question: Would Xavier produce her next album? It was to be her first full-English album and she wanted him to be apart of it. It was her dream for them to make music together, after all. Of course he agrees.Kaguya Hime's Online Friends album is dropped two years later and is widely successful. The global tour is announced shortly after and Xavier's career is forever changed: Icarus is requested in nightclubs across the world and on speed dial for pop girlies that want a dance hit.

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Hinata is a wallflower. She blooms quietly, slowly, gently, in her own corner while cheering on the flowers in the middle of the garden. She has a tendency to put others and their needs before her own. This can cause her to become overwhelmed and become self-deprecating. However, as she's gotten older, she's become more aware of this unhealthy cycle and she is doing her best to break it.But breaking a cycle does not mean she intends to be more cynical or deny her caring nature. She will find ways to grow- Even if she gets burned along the way. While Hinata may self-deprecate, she is no self-defeatist. She will continue to work towards a goal until she achieves it.Regardless of what Hinata is doing, she is utmost polite and poised. But don't let that fool you ; She does have a silly side. She is capable of light teasing and behaving in a child-like manner for a laugh. She must know you well enough to do so, though; Her shy nature would never allow her to goof off with someone she does not know well.Her shyness does the same when it comes to lighting her fire; She will douse her flame at a stranger but will allow it to flicker and glow when it comes to someone she cares about. Hinata is not a cruel person but she can become hard-headed and matter-of-fact when she is angry-- If she knows you well enough, of course. Her anger is always out of love.

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• Moon Blossom [Main]
• Pop Idol
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• Dragon Age
• Mass Effect
• ATLA
• Stardew/HarvestMoon
• Fire Emblem
• Tokyo Ghoul
• Pokemon
• Baldurs Gate 3

Verses TBA at some point: Persona, Soulsverse, Baldurs Gate, Fallout

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• Witch

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A modern story based loosely on the Japanese folktale The Bamboo Cutter and the Moon-Child.Warning: This page will feature potentially triggering content: Stillbirth and maternal death.

The pregnant woman runs her fingers across the happy-faced dog printed on the token she received from the shrine during her obiiwai, a feeling of calm spreading over her. This was to be her first child and she wanted to ensure a safe delivery. She was happy that her own mother was able to attend the ceremony when her husband wasn’t. He was away, trying very hard to establish a stable home for his young wife and unborn child. The wife was to spend the last few months of her pregnancy within her childhood home in the countryside, as was tradition in Japan.But despite her prayers and tokens of good fortune, the delivery does not go well. The birth is very difficult on the wife and she delivers a stillborn infant a month early. She is overwhelmed by grief and shame. How was she to tell her husband that whilst he was out working his hardest to provide for the family, that she had failed to deliver him a healthy child? The wife only had a few days before her husband would arrive to see their new baby. What was she to do?On the day her husband is to arrive at her family’s home, the wife feels the bamboo forest behind the house calling to her. She disappears amongst the culms, anticipation building within her. But for what? She continues on, ignoring the distant honking of her husband’s car signaling that he had arrived at the home. Her parents mean to stall him but he quickly goes after his wife into the forest, still unaware that his child was stillborn, anxious and excited to meet the new addition to their family.And he is not disappointed. He meets his wife on her way back, eyes bright and tearful as she carries a sleeping infant in a very large shoot of bamboo. It was bizarre way to carry an infant but the absolute glow that radiated from his wife and the infant he believes to be his child melts that thought away. The wife— Now mother— Does not mention to her husband of their stillborn and that she found this abandoned baby girl amongst shoots of bamboo. And her own parents never question the infant, either, or her mysterious moon-like eyes, believing it to be a miracle.And more miracles followed. The new little family returned to the city, where the husband - now father- Received a profound raise and advancement within the pharmaceutical company he worked for. The mother and father named the child Hinata, as she was a bright patch of sunshine in their lives; Good fortune followed her. The father realizes that whenever he speaks of something he desires with his daughter within earshot, it miraculously happens. And so, over the next 5 years, the family continues to prosper. The father wishes for a large manner and a promotion. It happens. The mother wishes for another child and a pregnancy follows. And Hinata wishes for her family’s happiness. It is all she has ever wanted.The wished-for second pregnancy is difficult on the mother. In the later stages of the pregnancy she finds herself extremely fatigued, dizzy, and bleeding. The father is concerned for his wife’s well-being as is their now five year-old daughter Hinata. As the mother develops signs of entering labor she shares with the father the true origins of their firstborn and that the magic they were witnessing was indeed true. The father’s worry eases. He will just wish for a healthy delivery and all will be fine.But misfortune falls upon the family. Hinata’s fear and anxiety over her mother’s well-being makes it impossible to perform her gift of wish-granting. While the new baby- another girl- Arrives safely, the mother hemorrhages and dies soon after giving birth. The father is overwhelmed with grief, confusion, and anger. Why had the child his wife found in the bamboo forest not fulfilled her unspoken promise? Why did the mother have to die?Following this tragic event, Hinata’s ability to grant wishes begins to diminish. She's learned that she isn't biologically her parents' child, and her father is perpetually angry with her for letting her mother die and the young girl is overwhelmed with guilt. She cannot fulfill wishes and make her father happy when she is so unhappy. Her father grows to resent Hinata and instead favors his biological daughter, Hanabi. Luckily, Hinata’s younger sister does not share her father’s feelings, and the two have a very loving relationship. Hanabi makes Hinata feel somewhat a normal person even though she knows deep down she is not. She only truly feels normal when she’s looking up at the moon.Hinata’s self-confidence slowly begins to return when she is sent to an all-girl boarding school at age 12 along with her sister, now age 7. The physical distance from her father does wonders to ease her stress, and making friends her own age improves her self-esteem and self-worth. Her teachers are kind and loving and they encourage her to explore her interests and talents. Being at the academy offers a distraction from the difficult feelings Hinata carries from her life at home. Feelings that always resurface over summer holiday when she has to return home.University offers some solace, too, until Hinata reaches the age of 20 and her father decides to stop supporting her financially because she’s reached adulthood. Hinata is able to finish out her 4th semester of university, netting her an associates degree, but is unable to further her education without financial support. Another heavy cloud blankets her life and blots out her sunshine. Due to her father’s wealth, Hinata has never had to work a job nor has she ever had to worry about managing money. She had no skills for living independently. On her last night at university, Hinata stares longingly at the moving and prays for a miracle- Something she has not been able to perform in awhile.The moon must’ve taken pity on her, for an old friend of her mother’s appears from nowhere and graciously takes Hinata into her home. But not without expectations. Hinata must find a job and keep the house tidy. Eventually, she would be expected to help pay for utilities. In return, the family friend would teach Hinata how to be financially responsible and how to survive on her own. For the next few years, Hinata would work various jobs to build up her resume and save money before moving out on her own. In her spare time, she studied the stars and the planets, with a particular fascination about the moon. Wtih financial stability and a skillset came a better sense of self-worth and self-confidence. And a touch of her magic returns.It is on another night of a full moon that Hinata wishes for a job to keep her afloat so that she can begin her journey of true self-discovery. For most of her life she’s been trying to please and tend to the needs of others. Another chunk of her life has been dedicated to working tirelessly to make ends meet. No time to process the difficult feelings surrounding her childhood, nor her strange pull to the moon. No time to figure out what she enjoys doing or who she would like to spend time with. She needed those things.The following day that Hinata decides to visit a local science center and planetarium. Whilst there, Hinata runs into a small family with a 10 year old boy with lots of questions that his parents could not answer. Hinata takes the liberty to explain to the curious boy the in-depth compositions of all the planets in the solar system. The family is delighted by her knowledge and warm demeanor, and the parents jokingly suggest she get a job as a guide with the museum. Hinata’s good deed does not go unnoticed; the lead curator of the space exhibitis had observed the interaction and urged Hinata to apply for an exhibit guide position. She does so and obtains the position.At age 28, Hinata has been working for the museum as a guide for 3 years. It pays enough for her to live on her own and have “fun” money to spend on non-essential items and treat herself. It is tiring work and there are times she does not like having to put on a fake smile and repeat the same facts about the solar system every day, but it allows her to live comfortably. And more importantly, it gives her time to figure out who she is: Why she used to be able to grant major wishes, why she’s so drawn to the moon, and the true origins of her birth. While she has never been told that she is not her parents’ biological child, deep down she’s always known.

tl;dr: Hinata is from the moon but doesn't know it. Like the classic tale, she brings good fortune to those closest to her. However, her father grows to resent her after she is unable to use her wish-granting powers to safe the mother from death. Hinata's self-esteem diminishes as does her ability to grant wishes.

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The Colony on the Moon

The following is just some general information on the alien species Hinata belongs to.

Otsutsuki Species

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Remember: This is largely headcanon based! There are mentions of suicidal ideation below.

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The Moon Sage

The following is headcanon-based. My Hinata obtains the Tenseigan and other abilities possessed by Hamura Otsutuki after obtaining his chakra in The Last.

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Jutsu

Foreword. Many of the jutsu on this list are headcanon based: There is no evidence in canon that she knows any jutsu outside of the Gentle Fist techniques.

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